The Desert Blooms

         The Desert Blooms

It is always hot in this desert town.

Even in the winter it is warm.

Not many want to hang around.

It is a hell of a place to be born.

Those raised here stay around the most.

If not for that, there’d be only ghosts.

Then what was she doing in this town?

Originally she was passing through.

Good looking, yet hanging around?

Got herself a job at the diner too.

She doesn’t talk about her past.

Mostly, she just stays to herself.

I didn’t think her stay would last.

Yet, she’s never asked for help.

One morning we got to talking.

She shared a few interests with me.

Enough that I didn’t feel like walking.

Hiking, fishing, and bikes, you see.

I asked her if she would come,

I could take her to some real action.

Sunday there would be a dirt bike run.

Ride like the wind if you have traction.

She said yes and it was settled.

Sunday I went to pick her up.

She had a dirt bike. Not one you peddle.

I put it in the back of my pickup truck.

We went out to Big Sand Hill.

Lots of bikers already there.

Trying to ride to the top for a thrill.

Most didn’t get anywhere.

I took off and barely made it over.

She came right after and came right up.

The first girl to make it over.

She was too good for it to be luck.

She wouldn’t say where she learned to ride.

She made it up several more times that day.

She made it every time she tried.

I fell more times than I want to say.

I said she could ride. Next we’ll try fishing.

She said she would be happy to go.
I didn’t want work to think she was missing.

Evening is a good time to go.

That next evening I towed my boat.

We went to the river to launch it.

In an hour, I thought I could gloat.

But, I had three more fish to get.

She had caught three more than me.

She wouldn’t say where she learned to fish.

She was good. Said it made her feel free.

The outdoors type and still a real dish.

I offered hiking next. There was no winner.

I really am not the competitive type.

She said she wasn’t either, so would go.

There is nothing but fun to take a hike.

That weekend we were ready to go.

We hiked about ten miles to a deserted mine.

It was a pretty desert spot there.

It was a good place to kill some time.

We started talking. I didn’t care.

She finally told me of her past.

She ran away from fame and glory.

She knew that life wouldn’t last.

That was the end of her story.

I said I didn’t think so. It had just begun.

She said what did I mean?

If you feel like I do hon.

Then you know just what I mean.

She smiled and gave me a big kiss.

I knew I was into something good.

This could lead to real bliss.

In this desert with nothing good.

————————-R. W. Johnson—–(2016)

 

 

 

 

 

A Positive Outlook

 

        A Positive Outlook

After all is said and done.

I will carry on, without the fun.

Life can be a tragedy.

Or, it can be happy and free.

It was happy once upon a time.

You were more than a friend of mine.

Now that it’s all said and done.

I think back on all the fun.

Those were happy times back then.

Back when you were more than a friend.

The past is just a good bye now.

Today is all that has survived, somehow.

Tomorrow is full of surprises.

What I do with them is my devices.

Be it good or be it bad.

Lessons from the past will help this lad.

I will approach tomorrow with hope.

And the knowledge that I can cope.

Make the most of what is to come.

Maybe get back to having fun.

Always look forward to the best.

Put all the past to rest.

Life is what you make it to be.

Even a life without you and me.

Upward and onward to infinity.

A life of happiness to set me free.

———————-R. W. Johnson—–(2016)

 

 

 

A Train To Nowhere

 

            A Train To Nowhere

Riding the train from Calif. To Idaho.

On a trip with nowhere to go.

Watching the deserts of Nevada roll by.

Keeping busy as I try not to cry.

 

The clickity clack of the wheels remind me of you.

I need more for my mind to do.

I watch as crops come into view.

Tractors moving, men growing food for you.

 

Small towns flash by every now and then.

The people seem to have peace within.

The sun goes down and the view dims.

Hiding from sight any and all sins.

 

Having dinner in the dining car.

My thoughts drift to a place afar.

Better times and better company.

Remembering how happy times can be.

 

Sleep is restless, the dreams are real.

The rocking car brings sleep anew.

Up early and pacing around.

Not much on this trip to be found.

 

Finally, I reach my destination.

I depart the train with elation.

Then, as I look around this place.

Why am I here? An internal debate.

 

A change of scenery is good for me.

Lots of new & different things to see.

New and different things to do.

All to help me forget about you.

 

I was bored to death by the second day.

This certainly was not the way.

I realized whatever I do, you see.

I can never run away from me.

————————————R. W. Johnson—–(2016)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Time To Step Up

         Time To Step Up 

It’s true, one and one makes two.

All, except for me and you.

For us, it is plain to see.

One and one is gonna make three.

 

It was a ‘home run’ one night.

A single date that ended right.

That was it till you began to show.

Now, it seems, everyone will know.

 

This may not work out right.

I am praying that it might.

If it doesn’t, there will be new math.

One and one will equal two and a half.

 

I am ready to be a father.

My feelings are more than water.

We didn’t end on a sour note.

I didn’t say “That’s all she wrote.”

 

We just never connected again.

No, I’m not like other men.

I am responsible for my actions.

Sorry if I cause the wrong reaction.

 

Let’s get together and start all over.

Soon, we will be rolling in clover.

I am ready to make the commitment.

We both have all the equipment.

 

Let’s put it together and make a family.

Show everyone just how it can be.

We don’t have to, but we want to.

Only the best for me and you.

——————–R. W. Johnson—–(2016)

 

 

 

Day And Night

Day And Night

It was a day.

It was a day.

Oh, what a day.

I came to play.

It was today.

Oh, what a day.

In the end,

 I had to stay.

It was a day.

Oh, what a day.

 

It was a night.

Oh, what a night.

It was this night.

We were a sight.

Oh, what a night.

We didn’t fight.

We got it right.

I had to stay.

Oh, what a night.

Now, it’s every night.

R. W. Johnson—–(2016)

 

 

Co- Dependent?

            Co Dependent??

 

I needed you then. I need you now.

You could always show me how.

You would show me a better way.

That’s why I wanted you to stay.

 

Time has passed, but little changed.

I tell you truly, I still feel the same.

As usual, you have much work to do.

I know you will help me see it through.

 

I wanted more. From the very start.

You reigned me in. It’s quite an art.

You kept me from becoming a fool.

That is why I will always need you.

You rule my very soul.

I pray you’ll never go.

Without you, I would be lost.

I want you near at any cost.

 

You never asked a thing in return.

You acted as if you weren’t concerned.

I am willing to do all you need.

It has always been my creed.

 

But, that’s not how I want it to be.

You mean so very much to me.

All I do is done in love from my heart.

That’s why I wish we will never  part.

 

I wanted more from the very start.

You reigned me in. It’s quite an art.

You kept me from becoming a fool.

That is why I will always need you.

You rule my very soul.

I pray you’ll never go.

Without you, I would be lost.

I want you near at any cost.

————————————R. W. Johnson

Dancing In The Moonlight

Dancing In The Moonlight

You were dancing in the moonlight.
Your eyes were alight, your face bright.
I didn’t know who you were ?
But, I liked what I saw, for sure.

Like a fairy dancing in the wind.
You fluttered all around again.
You didn’t know that I was there.
Your eyes were blue, your skin fair.

You’re a sight I will never forget.
Every move just seemed to fit.
I could imagine the pixie dust.
Being stirred up by your lust.

Like you were one with nature.
Every move had its place here.
You were in a world of your own.
The music was from a heavenly throne.

It was a song only you could hear.
The wind was whistling in my ear.
I was lost in the colors of your dress.
By far, I knew that you were the best.

Eventually, you noticed me standing there.
You brushed some leaves from your hair.
You approached, a smile on your lips.
Was I really going to be part of this?

I joined you in your dance to the moon.
My feelings racing, my heart did swoon.
Before I knew it, it was all over.
You gave me a hug, standing in clover.

Then, suddenly, you were gone.
I have no idea what went wrong.
First you were there, then you were not.
I looked around, glued to the spot.

Were you my imagination or not?
Maybe it never happened, I thought.
But, then I got a whiff of your scent.
I knew it was real and all that it meant.

Every full moon I look for you.
Wherever you go, I’m going to.
I refuse to stay behind.
You and I are one of a kind.

—————————R. W. Johnson—–(2016)

Love To The Victor

Love To The Victor

I heard he’s back in town.
Better when he was not around.
I had you all to my own.
Spent hours with you on the phone.
He did you dirty and made you cry.
He was not a very nice guy.
My heart went out to you.
I wanted to do all I could do.
Try to repair the damage he did.
Restore your trust in another kid.
But, I tremble since he is back in town.
Will you want to get back with this clown?
I pray such a thing will never happen.
If it does, I will feel like crap then.
I gave you the best of my love.
Seems to me, we fit like a glove.
But, you really had it bad for him.
Once he was done, your trust was thin.
I know you were really hurt before.
I want to say it should be nevermore.
Then, we saw him coming down the street.
Looking so smug and so complete.
God’s answer to women, he thinks.
He can get what he wants with just a wink.
I stood there afraid to move.
I felt like my feet were glued.
What would you do when he saw you?
There would be little that I could do.
Then, all my fears and worries were set free.
You turned around and walked away with me.

———————————–R. W. Johnson—–(2016)

Baby Found Love

Baby Found Love

Baby found love.
She thought she never would.
But, now, she found she could.
He treats her sweeter than sweet.
For her,—- it is a real treat.

Baby found love.
She waited a very long time.
But, her man is real fine.
He would make any girl proud.
He is never obnoxious or loud.

Baby found love.
She was starting to think.
What was wrong? Did she stink?
Would she face things on her own?
Going through life all alone?

Baby found love.
She’s up on cloud nine.
For her,—-all is fine.
He doesn’t take her for granted.
Her heart’s on fire & he does fan it.

Baby found love.
Not in the usual place.
Not wearing satins & lace.
Not on line or an arranged date.
But, it was a friend. What a fate.

Baby found love.
From the one who was always there.
Always showing that he did care.
No matter how much she did wrong.
He would cheer her up with a song.

Baby found love.
It was always there.
Because, he always cared.
He loved her from day one.
He will love her till kingdom come.

——————-R. W. Johnson—–(2016)

Moving On

Moving On

Moving on.
It looks like I’m moving on.
It’s like a dark path I’m treading on.
I don’t want to be moving on.

I felt your love all around me.
Everywhere I looked, I could see.
Your love reaching out for me.
I knew your love would make me free.

It would guide me through the night.
I always felt it with all my might.
From the beginning, I knew it was right.
Your love would lead me into the light.

Moving on.
It looks like I’m moving on.
What happened? What went wrong?
I don’t want to be moving on.

I felt we were closer than water and fish.
Everything in my life depended on this.
My lover, my motivator, my all, my shelter.
Now it has all become Helter Skelter.

Perfection at its ultimate best.
Always one step above the rest.
To end it rips the heart strings.
All music ends. The birds won’t sing.

Moving on.
It looks like I’m moving on.
There is no way to get along.
I don’t want to be moving on.

—————————–R. W. Johnson—–(2016)