Romance – Page 29 – Word Smith Wisdom

Forgiveness

Forgiveness

Locked away in solitude, I try to survive.

I pull together the shattered life

that once was in heaven gazing into her eyes.

How could such love lead to such strife?

We were the perfect couple.

In all we did we were together.

She was my loving honey suckle.

I was hers forever and ever.

Things were happy. The future was bright.

We planed everything we did.

Such joy and fun was out of sight.

I thought nothing between us was ever hid.

Then, one day, she had something to tell me.

She told me to sit down and be calm.

Such news might be too much for me.

I should be patient. it won’t take long.

She talked about another life.

One she had before I knew her.

She had lived in poverty and strife.

None of it she liked, to be sure.

She made her living on her back.

She had to survive somehow.

She was in tears right where she sat.

She said “It’s come back to haunt me now.”

“I met someone from my past life.”

“He wanted to start it up again.”

“I ran away from him. I don’t want that life.”

“I don’t want to ever live in sin.”

I was so shocked I couldn’t speak.

She longed for support, but, I ran away.

Now I am so drunk that I reek.

In this solitude, I will stay.

Then a thought occurred to me.

I remembered The Lord’s Prayer

I could forgive her if she could forgive me.

I found her & apologized. I didn’t care.

I said I loved her as she is now.

the past was just a good bye.

Could she please take me back somehow.

I poured out me heart. Gave it my best try.

She flew into my arms smothering me with kisses.

She said all she wanted was me and me alone.

She said us together is what bliss is.

Now neither of us will ever be alone.

——————————————————R. W. Johnson—–(2013)

Devotion Hurts

Devotion Hurts

Everything I do I do for you.

You seem to be unaware of what I do.

I always go out of my way to please you.

This you take for granite too.

Forget one thing & your quick with criticism.

Yet, when all is right your slow with the kissin

Have we been together that long?

Are you bored when I’m home & happy when I’m gone?

Interests we used to share no longer happen.

You’re no longer Tennille & I’m not the Captain.

I’m sliding down a hill with banana peels for shoes.

I’m no longer winning for fear I will lose.

I am sure there is a song that ends without a hitch.

It’s just that it’s hard to think when your such a bitch.

I have suggested counseling, but you just say why?

Is it that you have already found another guy?

This is not how it was when the relationship was new.

I’ve said this but, it seems to mean nothing to you.

These are changes anyone can see.

I don’t think the changes are just going on in me.

Anything that you can do? I’m hurting here.

I really miss you, dear—————————R. W. Johnson—–(2013)

Moment Of Decision

Moment Of Decision

He showed up on my doorstep late last night.

And, said he didn’t want to fight anymore.

Going back is near impossible, I cried.

You should have thought of this long before.

Said he was sorry— & wants to make it right.

Would I consider coming back once more.

It’s too late. His betrayal had turned to spite.

The love that I believed in has all but, slipped away.

We were both like children, caught up in our own lies.

Could I believe in you if I took you back today?

Memories are easy when they are new.

The right ones followed will lead you to romance.

But, when those memories are not the truth

it’s hard for me to take a second chance.

A resurrected life of lies is not the way to go.

With so many heartaches and so many lies

So many years wasted with nothing left to show.

How could you make up for that when all is pointed down?

We’ve covered it all. There’s nowhere else to go

Could I believe in you if I took you back today?

I’ve spent lonely nights just crying myself to sleep.

I’ve finally been able to close tight every door.

Then you show up in the middle of the night.

Saying you want me back again once more.

A heart can only take so much strife

before it stops and will no longer fight.

My roller coaster ride was nearly at an end.

Then you show up with promises to make it right.

I don’t need a lover now, I need a friend.

Could I believe in you if I took you back today?

——————————————————R. W. Johnson—–(2013)

Magic

Magic

I had given up on love. I had no desire.

It always turned into a turn off. There was no fire.

Then I saw you. I couldn’t believe it.

You stole my heart. I couldn’t retrieve it.

You can do magic!!

Like the song, you cast your spell.

With your eyes. You do it so well.

You can do magic!!

I knew when I let you in.

You would control me until the end.

I’m lost in your arms. I have no will.

I just lie here & be real still.

I am hypnotized by your eyes.

Your smile could be a thin disguise.

I have no defense from your charms.

I only desire to be in your arms.

If I wanted to, I couldn’t leave.

I have no tricks hidden up my sleeve.

You can do magic!!

Like the song, you cast your spell.

With your eyes. You do it so well.

You can do magic!!

I knew when I let you in.

You would control me until the end.

On those nights when it’s dark and cold.

The thunder roars and I feel so old.

You come to me & stop my shaking.

I sleep till dawn without waking.

When you wrap me in your arms,

I feel warm and safe from all harm.

I never, never want to let you go.

I tell myself I should take it slow.

You can do magic!!

Like the song, you cast your spell.

With your eyes. You do it so well.

You can do magic!!

I knew when I let you in.

You would control me until the end.

Now the years have passed and you’re still mine.

I am still in a trance around you all the time.

I realize how happy it has been for me.

Finding real love made the difference, you see.

——————————————————R. W. Johnson—–(2013)

Trying To Get Back

Trying To Get Back

Well, hello there?

I haven’t seen you in a long, long time.

Where you been hiding?

You never were a close friend of mine.

You say you’re sorry?

Is time supposed to heal all wounds?

You have a story?

I can’t say it hasn’t come too soon.

Your all alone now?

Well, welcome to the loners club.

I need to listen?

Are you going to drag me through the mud?

You’re starting over?

I know that could spell certain doom.

You’ve learned a lesson?

Is that supposed to brighten up the gloom?

You want to tell me?

That is something I fear the most.

How it went down?

I feel like I’m at a ‘celebrity roast.’

You’re wanting back now?

Do I have a label saying fool on my forehead?

Just one chance?

I’m the “Last Chance Café”, or you’re dead?

Not a guilt trip?

Just forty miles of bad road. No end in sight.

A girl I’m with?

No, no girl, which means less chance for a fight.

Well, come on now?

Have you been listening to me at all?

It’s not over?

Does a one legged man ever take a fall?

You’re not willing?

I’m not even considering jumping into the fire.

I have changed now. I’m willing.

I don’t want to change from a hater to a crier.

When you’re gone, you’re gone?

Only to be believed when on your epitaph .

Well now, so long.

Now that that’s over,—- I’ll hit the sack.

——————————————————R. W. Johnson—–(2013)

Saved By The Rain

Saved By The Rain

I came home & there waiting for me

was a note sitting there for me to see.

it said you were sorry for all that you did.

You must leave to keep your face hid.

In hurting me you have hurt yourself.

All for the love of someone else.

Now, he to, has gone from you.

You say there is nothing else you can do.

If it wasn’t for the rain,

it would be more than I could bear.

I’ll never see you again.

The rain is running down my hair.

It is washing away the pain.

Lightning flashes—-Are you standing there?

But, I know it’s all in vain.

My life’s not going anywhere.

The days and weeks drag by. They will not flee.

There must be a way to set you free.

But, you’re still there within my heart.

It seems nothing can tear us apart.

I wonder if you are suffering too?

There must be something I can do.

But, nothing comes to ease the pain.

Except for long walks in the rain.

If it wasn’t for the rain,

it would be more than I can bear.

I’ll never see you again.

The rain is running down my hair.

It is washing away the pain.

Lightning flashes—-Are you standing there?

But, I know it’s all in vain.

My life’s not going anywhere.

The weeks drag on into months.

The rain is gone & so am I , I grunt.

Not a word , call, or sign from you.

I am at a total loss as to what to do.

I grab my hat and head out for a walk.

I just need someone so I can talk

Then, suddenly,—- I bump into you.

Loving arms around me & around you.

————————————————R. W. Johnson—–(2013)

Dream Lovers

Dream Lovers

I saw the thing coming out of the sky.

It had two sets of wings & 3 big eyes.

It was the size of a Mini Cooper.

I didn’t have that big of a scooper.

It flew in a circle then it came down.

It’s cheeks were rosy. It looked like a clown.

“Take me to your girlfriend” it squeaked out.

In a voice so low I told it to shout.

“What do you want with her?” I yelled.

“She looks like the type that should be held.”

“Not by you, you horror movie reject.”

“Hey, I came a long way. Show some respect.”

“What are you?”, I curiously asked.

“A Cupid under a curse.” it answered at last.

“Where do you come from?” I asked again.

“A place where lovers always win.”

I yelled out “Oh no you don’t.”

“Not with my girl you won’t.”

“She’s not breaking that curse for you..”

“If she does then we are threw.”

“Let’s ask her” he said with a smile.

“Looks like I’m gonna be here awhile.”

“She’ll be scared of a freak like you.’

“Not after what I’m gonna do.”

“What exactly do you have in mind?”

“Treat her right then she will be mine.”

“I’m gonna treat her like a lady.”

“She’ll fall for me & I don’t mean maybe.”

I lunged for him and I fell out of bed.

I was dizzy for a while. I landed on my head.

Then I realized it was all a dream.

I got dressed and drove like a fiend.

Straight to my girlfriends place.

I rushed to her door like it was a race.

I hugged her like I never have before.

I said she was all I wanted and nothing more.

She was a lady & I would treat her like one.

Always, when serious or having fun.

She said ”What’s come over you?”

“I realize that I love you. Isn’t that cool?”

—————————————————-R. W. Johnson—–(2013)

The Odd Couple

The Odd Couple

Well, there you go again. Saying I’m a looser.

Just because I don’t want to do it your way.

All you need to know is that I’m not a snoozer.

I won’t miss the opportunity to play.

We go round and round about the same thing.

Why must it always be your way?

We need to look at what we both bring.

We both need to have our say.

Rulers only listen when they are losing.

Otherwise, they always get their way.

Lovers will still love if they are losing.

But, they are better if they have their say.

The day will start out fine with plans you made.

But, let me change just one little thing.

All of a sudden, you’re done with the charade.

Lightning strikes again into our fling.

You will not see any view but your own.

Rational arguments is like spitting into the wind.

They come back twisted & hurt to the bone.

This is definitely coming to a rapid end..

Rulers only listen when they are losing.

Otherwise, they always get their way.

Lovers will still love if they are losing.

But, they are better if they have their say.

After a month or two of not seeing you.

You still will not discuss the problem.

You must think no one can see through you.

But, this does not bring a solution.

After all is said and done, it’s sad.

The good times were some of the very best.

But, they don’t outweigh the bad.

Even so, I don’t think of you any less.

Rulers only listen when they are losing.

Otherwise, they always get their way.

Lovers will still love if they are losing.

But, they are better if they have their say.

—————————————————R. W. Johnson—–(2013)

A Deja Vu Happening

A Déjà Vu Happening

It happened again tonight when I saw you.

One more incident of déjà vu.

It has happened before when I’m with you.

What is causing this déjà vu?

I am thinking, in a past life

you were the love of my life.

You were my soul mate.

This way, I can relate.

My love for you transcends the grave.

To you my heart and soul I gave.

I know you feel the same about me.

Together our love can be set free.

There is no bounds or limits here.

Our love reaches to the stratosphere.

I die each day when you are gone.

I am reborn when you come along.

I’ve stretched our love till it is taut.

To play a love song when I want.

Our love will stretch but it won’t tear.

I am bound to you from anywhere.

We will transcend this mortal life.

We will race among the stars at night.

We will slide down rainbows bright.

We will always know that it is right.

Me into you and you into me.

That is how it will always be.

No one else will matter to me.

We will be together for eternity.————–R. W. Johnson—–(2013)

Love And Devotion

Love And Devotion

I gave up all just to be with you.

I hoped that our love would be true.

Time will tell if I am right.

I pray I am with all my might.

There will come a day for reflections.

May they show not one rejection.

Let the pattern of our lives

be a perfect quilt with no lies.

May it show only love and devotion.

Much deeper than any ocean.

Let it be said we tried our best.

The love we display will do the rest.

There will be challenges to be sure.

May they all become only a blur

in our memory of our past.

Let us know we found a love that lasts.

As we grow old and set in our ways.

May we remember we never strayed.

But, found strength in each other’s arms.

Smothered in each other’s charms.

When we are both laid down to rest.

Keep this promise. It’s not a jest.

We will both step into tomorrow.

Where there is no pain or sorrow.

For, throughout our lives we have found

trust in God has kept us around.

We trusted in Him to guide our lives.

More than once He saved our hides.

He guarantees we have eternity.

The perfect place for us, you see.

For we had a lifetime being together.

So eternity will be easy to weather.———-R. W. Johnson—–(2013)